20岁

假设我能活到80岁

今天就算是已走过了人生的四分之一

20岁以前 

有欢乐 也有遗憾  但我觉得充实 没有后悔

20 岁以前

曾经被誉为名列前茅的好学生

也曾经被指去参加学校的学习加强班

曾经经常有上台获奖的机会

也曾经在众目睽睽之下在台上跌倒

埋怨过自己生长的环境

也理解到若生在不同的环境 我也不是今天的我

梦想过去剑桥念医科

然后到新国大走了化学工程师的路

曾经以为朋友会一直都在

后来也发现什么事都需要用心经营

曾经是个很叛逆的孩子

现在开始学习体谅 学习孝顺

曾经觉得自己会是个很好的女朋友

后来也发现自己根本不是很懂爱情是怎么一回事

曾经觉得自己是个好人

后来发现凡事都先为他人着想原来很难

20岁以前

认识了三几个知己好友

只到过三个国家

曾经很渴望当个独中生  然后当成了

曾很突然地到新加坡当个看起来很厉害的奖学金得主

曾在上课时找藉口溜出教室去玩

曾经顶撞过老师

为了到有下雪的国家留学努力过  也失败过

谈过一次很简单的恋爱

追求过一段没得到的爱情

还没有经历过真正的失败

也没有过什么特别大的成就

我人生的前20年 就是这样

不期望接下来的几个20年一切顺利

只希望自己能坦然面对一些欢笑与泪水

Release of results - Year 1 Sem 1

The results were really surprising.
I was expecting something within the second-lower class range and it turned out way better than expected. I did not set a target too high for myself, considering that I was actually either watching drama or complaining about life on Blogger when others were busy studying. But it is not that I did not study at all. I did put in effort, but it's just not good enough for me to get these grades.

Ok, I made it sound like I have gotten CAP 5.0. Haha...for those who are curious, it is just somewhere second-upper. As I have said, my aim for this semester wasn't too high, and so I am very happy with the results and I have been really very lucky.

Most probably I won't be as lucky next sem. Shall stop complaining about life and study hard!

旅途中的小秘密

password

到另一个世界转一圈回来了

回到这个穿短袖拖鞋出门可能还会觉得热的世界
回到facebook
回到熟悉的环境

在中国待了十天
刚好在第十天感冒了
所以也没有后悔机票订得早


杭州苏州都很美
上海很繁华
南京只去了南审附近的郊区  没有特别喜欢


很喜欢杭州
可能是因为很喜欢西湖
看了那么多年高楼大厦
看见浙大跟苏大校园里
有湖有桥有落叶
就很羡慕


打了三场比赛
比赛前一天都是三点之后才睡
表现怎么样我真的不知道

其实我挺矛盾的
前两场下来大家说我打得不错
我就在心里气说怎么对我期望那么低 明明没有很好
最后一场大家没说什么
然后自己就很难过

不过重点还是
很感激苏大浙大南审的热情
大家都玩得挺开心的

还要不要辩论这个问题
改天再说吧

学期结束 旅途开始

一个学期就这样匆匆结束了

十个小时后我会出现在中国杭州

很期待

更多的是紧张

想好好的去玩

但被三场比赛绑着

这将会是怎么样的十天呢？

假期愉快！=D

04/12/12

一个朋友知道我明天考试

很搞笑地问了句  需要帮忙么

他说 我帮他太多 他不知道可以帮我什么

可以明白他的感受

我最近也一直都在跟人说谢谢

不知什么时候开始 成了一直受人恩惠的那个

曾经很自以为是地认为自己很强

总是不喜欢别人帮自己做什么事

长大一点

渐渐发现很多事情自己已经力不从心

所以当听见  ‘Never mind, I teach you!'， 'Don't worry, it's ok.' 的时候

都会很感激

很想要为这些人做些什么

今天很生气

有个人让我一个人坐在那里等了将近一个小时

然后告诉我他不来了

走回那个很冷的Library

决定不生气

明天

就是明天

我要考完试了！

Where's my phone?

今天竟然把手机留在图书馆

也不知怎么就忘了拿

还好有好心人后来还给我

看见那个自己一直很欣赏的人那么用心帮忙
会连坏事都觉得是件好事 =P

Special thanks to Khai Hoe and Wai Kit for being there when I said I lost my phone

and also Jerwei for helping me to contact the 'Edward'.

I love those people who always take appropriate actions no matter how messy the situation is. You guys made things so easy for me. Thank you!

Post-exam plans

Had always been looking forward to the end of finals. But now when I come to think of all those things that I need to do after next wednesday, I seriously would rather stay in this exam period forever. =P

So during the two days after my last paper, I have to clear my room, prepare for debate competitions, prepare marketing proposals, get a blazer for myself and go out to play! Haha! Actually it is not 'a lot' of things, but would be quite time-consuming I guess. Lol...then I will be in China, like finally.
I always said I wanted to visit my sis in Shanghai and I can finally make it now. Hope everything will be great!

I am totally in holiday mood already. Time passes really quickly in uni and I haven't been seeing zw, yc, jp and xj for half a year. Really didn't expect myself to miss them so much!


Just some random updates.
Good night!