Friday 29 July 2011

这真是愉快的一个礼拜



星期一
物理课我们学设计实验
整堂课几乎不需要写一个字
上了又轻松又有意思的一堂课


星期二
化学测验 自己改了选择题
挺满意自己的分数的
又是开心的一天


星期三
H3 Chemistry test
依然不是很会做
但至少把题都答完了
算是自己小小的进步 :)
见到了半年多没见的姐姐
还请我吃了Pizza
幸福啊!


星期四
原本下午的物理测验
突然说是LT1被其他人订了
让我们带回家做
也让我有机会好好地睡了个午觉



星期五
体育课玩了handball 之后玩frisbee
一直又跑又跳的
傍晚CCA Handover Ceremony
结束了之后有种如释重负的感觉
终于交棒了 :)


这是个又充实又愉快的一个星期


没有人知道
其实这五天我一直难过得要死



康复中
一切都会好的

Friday 22 July 2011

找回自己

总有些事
会让你愿意放下一直都维护着的尊严
抛开一直以来遵守的原则



我会每天静静地坐着
至少十五分钟
慢慢地找回自己

再也不会为了什么失去自我了

Wednesday 20 July 2011

也有冲动的时候

就让我奋不顾身一次吧!

就这么一次
以后不会重复做同样一件事了


人生总该要有不顾一切为目标前进的时候


成败已经不重要了
至少我曾经搬出了那么多的勇气


这样就够了

Monday 18 July 2011

苦中作乐

每星期最期待的就只剩体育课

唯一可以让我乱跑又乱喊的课


老师说我们班很amazing
可以把所有的事情弄得很好玩

我班同学就说这是苦中作乐
念书念得很苦
体育课真必须好好地玩

那太阳晒得我快中暑
frisbee也让我跑得快断气

但就是很喜欢那草场的感觉

Sunday 17 July 2011

Memories



Some things just can't be explained
Don't ask me why, please
I just hope that everything will be ok in the end


Everything has become part of our memories

Friday 15 July 2011

还有几个六年半?





搭飞机走了  我的那个朋友



那个记忆中坐在我左前方的朋友
那个拿我学会 collar pin 玩的朋友

对他的印象就只有这些
六年半没见面了
最后一次见面的时候  竟然没有道别

但他一直存在着

他出国  是件很久以前就知道会发生的事
所以  现在当然不会有特别的不舍或是伤感还是什么的

只是偶尔会想知道


下次见面会是在几个六年半之后?

Thursday 14 July 2011

领成绩风波


最近班上不少同学都在议论着这样一件事

我们班有个成绩特别好的男生
各科成绩在全校前五名的名单内肯定能找到他的名字
这同学最得意的科目应该就是化学吧
所以一直以来他都把目标设在成为全级化学成绩最佳的那一个



这次的考试
他的化学分数为88.5
全级最高的来自另一班
分数为89.5
所以我班的这同学拼了老命想找出可以让他多加一分的地方
听说还为自己没成为全级最佳而哭


他在班上哭的这件事就是重点
大家开始议论纷纷地说
都取得那么高分了,还难过什么,也不想想那些需要那一分来及格的同学
。。。。。。



所以结论是
当你成绩考得比别人好一些
不管你多难过
最好不要露出什么表情
笑  人家说你自满
哭  人家说你不体谅他人感受



其实我也觉得在这考试中考了88.5的高分
是真的没有必要哭
他哭的理由也确实很奇怪
但我更不认同的是那些在背后议论他的同学
人家为考试努力了那么久
拿到成绩时要有什么心情还要由你来决定?



每个人在不同方面对自己的要求都不一样
可能他付出了应该要成为全级最佳的努力
但没有得到同等的回报
所以他难过
就像每一个同学考试没考好
然后觉得难过的一样难过


这个时候
我们又有什么资格
以自己的标准
去帮人家决定他们应该要有什么感受?

Monday 11 July 2011

Some sort of disappointment

It was sad that I failed to wake the sleeping people up during the presentation

One year ago, in the speech competition
one of the contestants who was playing with her phone throughout
looked up at me on the stage when I started talking
The feeling was good
and it gave me confidence to continue with my speech

A few weeks after that
during the EXCO election speech day
the teacher who was busy marking his students' work when people were speaking
did the same as the contestant above when I spoke

During PW oral presentation
the audience who were sleeping woke up when it was my turn to present

I am not sure whether these people just happened to lift up their heads 
or they were really being attracted by what I said
but I was vain enough to feel good about myself when I saw their eyes on me

Today
during the physics presentation in class
there were people who were already sleeping before our group's presentation
and we were the only group that did not use a powerpoint to present
so everything just seemed boring (it was really boring perhaps)

the first time when it was my turn to speak
I was hoping that I could do some magic to wake those people up
but apparently I failed
then I passed on the time to my groupmates
I was kind of frustrated
as people were just talking and some sleeping during the presentation (I am really thankful for the rest who at least showed that they were listening)
after a while, the teacher woke those who were sleeping up
it was really embarrassing for the presenters
and you know why

at last, it was my turn again
I did my best
but only managed to stop some people from talking
and did not have much impacts on those who were falling asleep

I am not like a very talented person
so I always expect people to at least listen to me when I speak at the front
It is just disappointing when you are not doing well in something, or most probably the only thing that you are better at.


Saturday 9 July 2011

Resonance 2011

In physics, resonance is the tendency of a system to oscillate with larger amplitude at some frequencies than at others. These are known as the system's resonant frequencies. At these frequencies, even small periodic driving forces can produce large amplitude oscillations, because the system stores vibrational energy. -- Wikipedia


Couldn't really come out with the definiton of 'Resonance' by myself, so I searched for it from the net.
The definition above shows how well our concert was named. The name 'Resonance' was suggested by Yijie if I remember correctly. It totally reflects the dynamic of our class, 10SH23, especially the part of 'even small periodic driving force can produce large amplitude oscillation'.




I would say the 'small periodic driving force' comes from our dearest personal mentor, Miss Lim Wei Li, a young and enthusiastic lady. Somehow, in those crucial few days of preparing for the concert, everyone in the class came to the same frequency and resonance was achieved. Then everyone put in his/her best and brought the concert towards great success (large amplitude oscillation).


On Tuesday, the school announced banning of all concerts in Term 3. After talking to Mr Yeo, the VP for a few times, Miss Lim finally said that the concert could proceed on Wednesday morning. I felt relieved but at the same time I was really afraid that we would not be able to get everything done in two days time.


The Saturday before the concert was our very first tech-run. On Friday afternoon, we suddenly found out that the PA crew were not really informed of the rehearsal and the SOP was to register at least one week before we need them to come. I am really grateful that they were willing to send their crew to help despite the last minute registration (90% of it was because we had Qian Ying in our class....haha...:)


Now I am lazy to go through all the details here. Anyway, we had our 2nd and 3rd  rehearsal and finally the concert ended beautifully. The whole process of preparing for Resonance 2011 was exciting and tiring, especially during the last few days (or the only few days).




I am really thankful that I am in NJ and in this special class with special people. I believe that 10 years later, when we think about our JC life, we will see these happy faces of ourselves and our classmates.




Wednesday 6 July 2011

Define 'TRUE'



You know why things are just so unbearable for you?
It is because you have always been expecting
or hoping that people will not do well

So you get frustrated
when you don't do better than them

When you keep saying that there are no 'true friends' around you
Have you ever asked yourself whether you have been 'true' to your friends?
If yes, you should, at least, feel happy when things go well for them
and not what your actions show right now.

Monday 4 July 2011

who am I?

我竟然

变得


如此




现实






There were a lot of miscommunications
I admit that I was partly at fault


when i first knew about what they have said
the first thing i told myself was not to offend anyone
and the reason was because we still need their help

months ago
i remember telling my junior to have good relationship with everyone
because he would need them to get things done in the future


so now
my only reason for being good to the others
is to ensure that i will get what I want either now or in the future?

Friday 1 July 2011

打败仗了

Common Test 2011 就这样结束了
今后再也没有Common Test 这回事了
上礼拜三还跟朋友说,很快的很快的,一个星期很快就会过去的
真的是很快 真的就考完了

一直都蛮期待这次考试的
从年头就告诉自己
去年没有考好的 这次考试都要考好
但老实说 我却没有非常的努力
GP 跟 Economics
应该只花了一个星期多的时间准备
说服了自己要带着满满的信心进考场
但看见了题目我就觉得信心是没有用的

Physics 跟 Maths 没有特别好
但也不是最烂的
反而是Chemistry
考完就有想倒在地上哭的感觉
不知道为什么是‘倒在地上’
反正就是对自己彻底失望

Pharmaceautical Chemistry
让我最紧张的一科
是我从来就考不好
但也一直都很在意的一科
考试前就知道老师不会那么善良

离开宿舍前
我:张越,掰掰,我要去打仗了。
越:加油啊,芷欣!你一定可以打胜仗的!
我:我不要被杀死就好了,不敢奢望打胜仗。。。哈哈!

回到宿舍后
越:嗨,芷欣!考完了啊?
我:对,考完了!伤势惨重,刚是被抬回来的。
越:。。。

所以啊
我就是打败仗了