Lkk,your facebook name!

Your NJ roommate's name :)

喜欢这句话

“既来之，则安之”

1st day of Final exam

2 papers down, 3 more to go.

As usual, I won't talk about how I did. :P


I am really grateful to have so many great friends around me.
Thank you Ly for always sharing all the important tips with me.
Thank you Jw, Cy, Cs, Ky for always reserving seats in the library for us.
Thank you everyone for being patient and helpful whenever I have doubts.


Time to sleep. Good night! =P

看星谈心

多年以后

应该会很想念那个看星谈心的夜晚

就像现在

经常都会想念那些一起疯狂的日子

Thank you ZW and YC for the postcards

hope you two are coping well with winter and having fun in the UK!

see you girls half a year later!

=)

Good Day

突然想去海边

哈哈

一直都只会想去玩

之前相处才四个月的同事

还会经常关心我生活得怎么样

突然觉得我认识的人都好好

=)

Freshmen Welfare Meeting

我承认是自己没做好

刚刚开会的时候才会那么无地自容

Proposal没出来

Marketing Team 只有我一个人出席

被问到我们的proposal怎么样了

我是能说大概出来了

事实是还没开始

是这学期的最后一次开会

VP问我们觉得进度怎么样

darren说marketing有点慢

我没有怪他

是事实

我们不是慢

而是什么都没做

sponsors 没找到

什么都没有

不过还是谢谢darren

愿意帮忙我们这个很不知如何是好的marketing

怎么越大就越觉得自己没用？

有些事情

觉得自己处理好了

但经常又还是不够好

很无耻地收下了那份礼物

很无耻地说了句不用客气

很无耻地若无其事撒了个谎

哈

我是多么的无耻

两情若是长久时

又岂在朝朝暮暮

给LDR的所有人

=）

一个人

一个人醒来  在一个人的房间里

一个人吃早餐

一个人等巴士

一个人走进教室  一个人走出来

一个人回到一个人的房间里

我就这样一个人 

度过这一天

习惯醒来会看见wanying, yeeching, zhuangwen

后来又习惯跟zhangyue说早安晚安

习惯看着joping吃cereal 看xiaojun吃豆花

也习惯  在某个晚上

zhuangwen会突然闯进我房间

聊着聊着半个晚上就过去

怎么习惯了之后  一切又变了

NTU应该也下雨吧

英国今天下雨吗？

低分的标准

Presentation结束之后 就完全不想读书

只好上来这里乱写

偶尔会挺难受的

我看起来就那么烂吗？

我知道自己的成绩就不是在NUS top 5%的那种

但也不至于要听到这些评价吧

一个成绩很好的Senior

没领什么奖学金

那天聊天的时候

无意间就说了句

"看，我不是scholar，很穷

每次想到自己没有得ASEAN

然后想到你

我就觉得，oh my god!"

大家应该理解这句话的意思吧

意思就是在说

“连你都有奖学金，我为什么没有”

IT1005成绩发了下来

满分50  我得了45

一个同届的Singapore Scholar 得了44

被他知道我得了45

马上就说了句

“芷欣都比我高分，我真是惨了”

难道我就是个低分的标准码？

这两次

我都笑着带过了

我也不是个很谦虚的人

所以很难接受

可能在这里

成绩真的不特别好

但还是有那一点点的尊严

跟自己说

做好自己就行

不需要理别人怎么想

对吧？

Angry!

Thank you for saying that "Zhi Xin also got higher than me, then I jialat ady."

I know you are smart, academically, but do think before you speak ok?

Yes I was angry! ><

1st Presentation

I have finally finished my first ever presentation in university and this also marks the end of IT1005(a programming module) lab sessions. It was just a very small and not very formal presentation, but we did spent quite a lot of time on it. Thank you Jiwon, Jolene and Valerie for being AWESOME groupmates and JiaXiang for being such a good tutor.

The presentations by the other groups were really impressive. My group came out with an animation of a cake, plus some music with it.

Here's our cake! The flame should be moving la...

(Jane is our lecturer (Dr Steven)'s daughter. He asked us to plot a 2D cake for her daughter's birthday during one of the quizes.)

There was this group who came out with calanders (really nice calander) for different months and years. It is like you key in the year you want and Matlab (the programming software that we are using) will return you the calander with the days of each date.
Besides that, they even came out with a function to give the electronic configurations and also the ionisation energies for different elements!


Ok maybe these are boring for non-science people. But this is my life as I am on my way to be a chemical engineer.

岁月的痕迹

原来我曾经长这个样子

哈哈哈哈

要勇敢坦诚地接受自己的过去

每天照镜子

都不会发觉到自己一天一天变老

拍这照片的时候

心里在想些什么呢？

与巧克力共度的晚上

辩论队一个很老很老的学长结婚了

带了点小礼物回来

其实我连他名字都不知道

不过还是有拿礼物的份

很精致的小盒子

里边装着两颗Ferrero Rocher

真的很美

所以就放上来给大家看一下

那礼物很美

所以不舍得吃

结果

还是Cadbury陪了我一晚上

周末愉快!

来日方长

周三晚上对我来说就是个周末的晚上

在pps点来点去

无意间点开了这么一部电影

《遗忘》

林心如跟李铭顺的组合

看起来就有点怪

但开了 也看完了

挺不现实的剧情

但我也没什么资格对里面的爱情故事评价什么

毕竟我依然不懂爱情

看完之后一直想着当中的一句话

意思大概是这样

“没去那些地方

是不是因为我们总觉得来日方长”

我们经常没去做些想做的事

是不是就因为

我们总觉得

来日方长

坏人

今天感觉很奇怪

总做些没顾虑他人感受的事

一天内出了几个意想不到的状况

感觉自己很幸福

但却又觉得内疚

打了一个小时的羽球

让自己暂时什么都不去想

也许我就是个不那么好的人

如果我做了什么让人难过的事

对不起

Bla Bla Bla

Is it that when guys reach a certain age

then they will start to enjoy showing off themselves?

They will talk about how well they are doing in studies

how they didn't study and got an A

how their superiors have to give them face

how great the things they are doing are

how busy they are with some very important stuff

etc etc.

So to be polite,

I will say things like

'whoa, not bad' 

or 'wow, that's great'

then these people may actually think that I am interested in listening to those crap

and continue to show off to me

I do feel disgusted by all these

给自己

感谢十五岁的自己

那个坚强理智的自己

所以二十岁的自己

也不可以放弃

“难过的时候

就用泪水洗掉委屈”

然后好好长大

不可以对不起

十五岁的自己

也不想对不起

三十岁的自己

更不愿意对不起

那些

曾经帮助自己变得更好的人

Hi!

竟然突然想念这两个有事没事都酸我的人

我是个变态

The Crazy Girl

I met a crazy girl today

She went for a lecture today

feeling sleepy five minutes after the lecture started

and was having a runny nose

so 50 minutes later

when the lecturer gave the 2-hour lecture a break

she just grabbed all her stuff and left

she boarded a bus

went back to her hostel

and slept for two hours

This girl is planning to skip more lectures from next week onwards

and she is telling herself that

we shouldn't force ourselves to do anything that we do not like

such as attending lectures when we do not feeling like doing so.

The girl is lost and lonely

she doesn't know what to do in life

she needs a hug sometimes

在这宁静的凌晨两点三十五分

每个星期都会为自己找一个跑步的晚上

其实主要也不是为了健康什么的

只是想找个藉口

逃避一下现实

很庆幸

总有三两个朋友

愿意一起用跑的用走的度过那一个小时

当几个人闲着没事做

或是有事却不想做

然后聚在一起的时候

就开始聊些有的没的

然后今晚就让我突然发现

身边的每个人

不管是开朗的

忧郁的

幽默的

还是严肃的那个

大家都有自己的故事

一些没有人明白的故事

所以也许

我们应该学习接受

经历过不同故事

然后出现在我们周围的

每一个不同的人

Happy Halloween

Happy Halloween!