失礼了

新加坡的新年

有点太没有气氛

来兴老师找我今晚吃饭

也约了两个刚从台湾来的年轻教师

我就像是平常去吃饭那样去吃饭

完全忘了现在还是新年期间

两手空空就去了

结果呢

看见那两位老师带了两个橘子给老师

才发现自己失礼了

后来

收了老师的红包

还收了一袋礼

真的很不好意思啦



written on 20/02/10

梦

昨晚

我梦见我快死了

在我死的前一分钟

我醒了





大吉大利

今天才年初五

170210

You may disagree with things that she did

You may angry at the words that she said

You may hate the feelings that she caused

You may want to escape from her

But

When you are eating the food that is prepared by her

When you are wearing the clothes that were bought by her

When you realise, everything around you, is related to her

You will start to

Disagree with things that you did

Angry at the words that you said

Hate the feelings that you caused

And hope that she won’t escape from you

I am happy

I fell down during orientation and I am having scars and bruises on my knees and hand, but I am fine and it was fun.

I had my first economics lecture on Thursday and I could not understand fully what the lecturer was talking about, but I think it is all right. If I already knew all about what the teachers are teaching, I don’t have to be in school anymore.

I went playing pool with my orientation group and I was (or am) quite worried that I might have gone to a wrong place, but it was a nice first experience and I am sure that it is not illegal.

I went for western dance open class and now, I have muscle ache all over my body, but I am glad that I went. (Though I can never imagine myself dancing…)

I played under the sun and I am getting tanned and I don’t like it but I am getting used to it.

Hwa Chong was my first choice and I felt sad for not getting into it but now I am ok with NJ.

I am just happy to be here.

我知道每次要回家都会很麻烦

我知道office在周末没开 会很不方便

我知道周末的食物会很难吃

我知道总有一天我会开始对那“每周要换床单”的规矩生气

我知道很有可能一不小心就把麻烦惹上身

我知道我会在general paper这科面对很大问题

我知道要在测验中拿个B或C会是件难事

我知道校园生活可能没有我预期中的精彩

我必须承认  我害怕

所以这三晚睡觉时我都紧紧地把枕头抱在胸前

独自坐着思考的时候  会想哭

所以我不断找事做  整理桌子 看书 就算是到厕所走一走也好

但是我庆幸 

我没有想要放弃的感觉

我让自己相信我不会难受太久

我答应自己不会因为自己不开心而对妈发脾气

我告诉自己  不可以埋怨

我曾怀疑自己到底是不是像他人所说的那么坚强

所以我给自己两年的时间  证明给自己看  我是真的坚强