Ok you can laugh at me now

今早起床

我写了封e-mail

内容大致是这样的

Mr Daniel Yew,

This is to inform you that I do not intend to proceed with my application to UK universities.

我看了很久

后来又改了

改成了

May I know if it is too late if I submit my UCAS application in these two days?

下午

我收到的回复是

Yes, you may submit your application within these two days

我感谢今早的自己

没有因为害怕后果

而放弃申请

事情是这样的

UCAS deadline 是15/1

但学校给我们UCAS Application 的截止日期是8/12

那时我就玩啊玩

心想着UK也没scholarships

也不想写Personal Statement

所以就不管了

前两天

一个朋友就说了又劝

劝了又说

搞得我又有点害怕自己后悔

所以就继续申请了

昨晚睡前又想了很久

现在才交应该会被骂死

而且负责老师是Ms Shawna Lim （我很喜欢的一个老师）

可能Testimonial也遭殃

所以为了顾全大局

还是不申请吧

所以我今早写了那封email

其实我现在还在写Personal Statement

这一整天

除了开心

就只有感激

开心

是因为以为被判了死刑

但却被给了个努力的机会

感激

老师的那句虽短却意义重大的回复

也谢谢当时在线跟我分享这喜悦的ZW

回去写Statement 了

不然就白开心一场了

Bye UK

Ok I am a failure

really wanted to go UK

but I am not even applying

When people ask 'why', maybe I will say 'there's no scholarships'

but the real reason is

I missed the school deadline to submit UCAS application

and I am lazy to go through the process of getting scolded for not doing things before the deadline bla bla bla

so bye bye UK...

I googled how to get rid of this

Ok I am a bad person

I am sorry

Really want to write it here

but I CAN'T

because people read this!

Anyway I am still nice for not writing it here

Please go away...

Give me a peaceful christmas

Google doesn't help.

Random

失去了原来从来不属于自己的东西

竟然也会如此难过

Move on, move on....

Morning without the smell of NJ

Woke up in the morning

I thought I would hear someone cutting the grass outside my room

and cleaners cleaning the toilet

When I turn to my right

I would see Zhang Yue's blanket and her Pooh bear

That's how I woke up in weekends' mornings

Then, I opened my eyes

and saw my room at home.

I will never go back to the room 204 anymore.

Happy Holiday everyone!

End of a 4-Year-Chapter

I am Home!!!

There are so many things to update here but I am really lazy now.

Life in Singapore ends with wonderful memories with 10SH23.

Will definitely miss you guys!