Saturday, 30 January 2010

Apply leave is so 麻烦!
Yesterday at 6am, I jumped up from my bed when zhuang wen was shaking me and at the same time my phone rang. The sender of the message was 74688. I think we made some noise and then yeeching also woke up and she received message from the 74688 about 5 seconds later. Then, we sat together and open the message. Yeeching shouted first, ‘Hwa Chong!’ Then, zhuang wen. “National!” My reaction was a bit slow and I was quite calm and said ‘NJ’. But after that I realised my heart was beating vigorously. Haha. Since we couldn’t go back to sleep anymore, we went down for breakfast. It was sad that my last Milo in HCIBS was like ER….It’s more like milk.


After breakfast, we were so excited then we decided to visit NJ boarding school. (After that we found out that we were the most stupid ones as other people made calls to know their moving time but we walked all the way from Hwa Chong just to know the time and then walked back.) In the afternoon, we went Bukit Timah Plaze for pizzaHut but the baked rice was very not nice! 

After lunch we went back to Hwa Chong and started moving our stuff from 6th floor to the ground floor. We borrowed two trolleys and I think we had rushed up and down for no less than 10 times. Can imagine how many things we have. Yeeching called a taxi and the taxi driver was a bit impatient because he had been waiting there for quite long but our speed of carrying things to the ground floor was quite slow. Haha. When the taxi was full, I boarded the taxi and immediately said sorry to the driver. He didn’t answer. We headed to NJC boarding school.

At NJC boarding school, we started taking out all the boxes and bags and whatever from the taxi and put it at the lobby. Someone(I still don’t know her name) came and said, ‘you are late huh.’ It was about 2pm and we were supposed to report by 1. Luckily, we are new and people usually do not scold new borders. I forgot to check out from HC and I had to go back. To save money, I wanted to walk back but I felt lazy and it would take a long time. So I asked the taxi driver to send me back. He didn’t turn on the meter thingy as he thought I just wanted to go back and he didn’t mind sending me back for free. Haha…then I told him we had to take his taxi for the second time. Once again, he waited outside the general office until we filled the car. And once again, I went NJ with the taxi. This time, he told me he didn’t need us to pay and wanted us to study hard and do well. He said his wife is a Malaysian and she was studying and working in Singapore. His mum is also a Malaysian. Although I was so happy that we don’t have to pay, to be polite, I said something like ‘don’t want la…you on the meter la…’ kind of thing.

Since we had so many things, two taxis were unable to carry everything there, so there was a third. The taxi driver was so funny that he tried to scare zhuang wen by telling her that the fare was $200. In the end, I decided to give 5 more dollars to the driver but he refused to accept it and what we could do was just saying thank you. Really! Thank you very much! And thank you yeeching for calling a good taxi at a good time. Haha.

Then, we registered and move stuff to our rooms. I will skip that part. Nothing interesting.

Now, let’s talk about my new boarding school.

It is the newest hostel in Singapore.

7 levels in total. I stay at the 2nd floor. 2 bedded room

Very high-tech. Even lift also need to tap card.

The food is much nicer than that in Hwa Chong.

We cannot use our own bed sheet. Two sets of bed sheets are provided (one green one yellow). We have to change it every week.

Washing machines charge $1 per wash and dryers charge $1 per dry.

No wireless in the room, only at the dining hall.

Curfew: Monday to Thursday – 8pm

             Friday to Saturday – 10pm

Supper is provided

I think that's all I want to say about the boarding school...haha...so far so good.

Oh...since there is no wireless in the room, I won't come up here quite often.

Bye.

Written on 28/01/2010

Thursday, 28 January 2010

我以为我不是坏人

我们不熟
最近偶尔有联络
结束对话时都是愉快的
我认为我们变成更好一点的朋友了

可为什么
在那之后
你一次又一次让我觉得


你其实在用另一种眼光看我




我似乎从来没有那么在乎过这种事


何况


我们不是很熟





有点惊讶自己写了这篇

Wednesday, 27 January 2010

Too far?

This morning, before I left my house to the railway station, Pa and I were sitting in the living room waiting for time to pass. We talked about school and money and the train.

Pa asked, "通常几点会回到宿舍?(usually what time will you reach your hostel?)"

"大概十二点酱(at about 12)"

"太远了啦(too far)"

"huh?"

"你读书太远了(you are studying too far away.)"

"我习惯了啦(I am used to it already.)"

"..."

"..."


I am not sure whether he was just worried that I might feel tired during the long train journey,
or he was trying to tell me not to go further.


Anyway, I think I care more about the posting results tomorrow.

Sunday, 24 January 2010

不如意的事

最近写blog写得很频密
除了是因为在家太空闲要避免脑袋发霉之外
最主要的原因   是我希望下星期以后我会忙得连打开电脑的时间都没有






我在17年又27天的生命中遇过的不如意 如下:

1. 2002年,10岁  八月份校内考试,华文作文58/100。原因:其中一篇,文不切题,另一篇,就是不太好。

2. 2005年,13岁 一月,在离家三小时车程的巴生兴华中学病了一个月后,停学一个月,连续共病了两个月。原因(猜测):在2004年印度洋海啸后的第二天,本人在家大肆庆祝生日,因此被惩罚。

3. 2005年,13岁 年尾   本人差点得再次转校,成为国中生。原因:家庭经济问题。之后有幸获得师长帮忙,得以留在循中。                        
  *事后觉得似乎没必要把事情弄得那么严重。

4. 2006年,14岁 八月,犯了个虽不伤天害理,但也足以让本人悔恨一辈子的错误。原因:本人脑袋阻塞。

5. 2007年,15岁 七月,在一个算是风和日丽的早晨,被一个戴着头盔的歹徒在光天化日下抢走了钱包手机及一包纸巾。原因:一、大马治安不好。二、本人没把原因一放在心上。

6. 2008-2009年,16-17岁 校园生活最不精彩的两年,学习生涯中最一事无成的两年。原因(猜测):本人有轻微自闭症。

7. 2010年,18岁 一月十一日,O level英文B3。原因:本人英文差。




连考试成绩不理想之类的事都被我归纳进去了
还是只有7条不如意的事
我过得还真算是一帆风顺
看来


天未打算将大任降于我也



至少身边的朋友没人去划龙舟且遇上暗流

至少抢我那歹徒没有把我推倒或骑着摩托拖我走

至少并没有人在我身后搞小动作害我一无所有

至少我每次哮喘发作后都有康复的一天

至少我没有因为那58分的作文而一蹶不振

至少我相信我不是坏人



感谢大家。。。

Friday, 22 January 2010

原来我得救了

在一个很耀眼组织成立背后
可以有数不清的



黑暗



可以让以往的好同学站在完全相对的立场

讲完全不同的话




或许我该杀鸡酬神

我趁早告辞了

Tuesday, 19 January 2010

红鱼

上面那只红色的鱼喜欢跟其他鱼游不一样的路线
也特别听我的话

总算没白费我把它染成红色的心机

Monday, 18 January 2010

11/01-16/01

10/01/2010
I reached Sinagpore at about 11am and I took a cab from Woodlands to the boarding school. It costed me SG$13.80. :( My new room is B6L02. Glad that I did not have to move all my stuff to another floor. I started opening my boxes and took out my shampoo and detergent and whatever I need. I thought I would not be able to sleep for the whole night but I was wrong. I did not really have much feeling about the results until the next morning.

11/01/2010
I planned to wake up at 10am and leave the boarding school at 11 but at about 9.30am one of my roommates started to receive calls and smses asking her to go to school immediately. We then started to wash ourselves and change while calls and smses continued coming in. It was the time when I realised phone calls could cause a heart attack. We took a bus to the Mrt station but we missed the stop so we decided to take a cab. The taxi driver kept telling us that he was hungry and randomly dropped us and pointed at a blue building telling us that that was our school. And it wasn't. Although we had spent about half an hour looking for the new location of the school, we were already in the general office at about 10.30am.
I thought I would have to stone in the school hall until 2pm to receive my results but soon I got to know that Mrs Cheong would tell scholars their results earlier for I don't know what reason. Then my another roommmate plus classmate and I went to look for Mrs Cheong but it was Mrs Gurung who came out with the list and told us our results. It was 11am. I accepted the B3 because I had to and I liked all the other A1s. I think I was happy.

12/01/2010
I slept and dreamed about JC and woke up and thought about JC.

13/01/2010
At about 9.30am, I logged in to the JAE website and filled in my choices of JCs. At night I played basketball at HC basketball court for the last time. Zhuang Wen and I were in one team. She passed the ball to me and I caught the ball but it was after I heard a 'crack' sound from my nose. I hope the ball didn't change the shape of my nose.

14/01/2010
Yeeching, Zhuang Wen and I went Vivocity. We watched Bodyguards and I shopped for nothing.

15/01/2010
Yeeching and I had McDs for lunch and went Newton Circus for dinner. Our table number was 62 and I saw it from the other way so I told the auntie that I was sitting at 29. Embarrassing. At night, I wrapped myself with my blanket and dreamed about nothing.

16/01/2010
Early in the morning, I moved all my stuff from the study room to my room because the director of the boarding school said there should be nothing in the study room after 2am everyday. Then I packed and sent laundry and watched some lame TV shows. I reached Tanjong Pagar railway station at 5.30pm and I ordered a glass of Iced Milo. I sat down and drank it and tried hard to recall whether I had ordered an Iced Susu or Iced Milo. At 6pm, i boarded the train.

17/01/2010
At 0100, I reached Triang.

Sunday, 10 January 2010

HCIBS

昨夜
躺在床上想象着自己将在星期日早上拖着个行李袋走进HCIBS大门
就开始



心跳加速



全身僵硬



血液沸腾



血压飙升



浑身不自在
就差血管还没爆
也分不清这种感觉叫做兴奋还是紧张还是害怕




只是突然觉得
我会想念那个地方




那个我曾跌了个令我至今依然百思不得其解的倒的走廊




那个住着每早上学前会跟我说早安的鱼的池塘




那间每天不知赚了咱们这群穷学生的多少银两的杂货店blue tea




那条有时会有很多蝌蚪的穿梭在两排宿舍楼之间的小溪




还有那每次要回到寝室前都会听到的“滴”一声的开门声






昨晚我还跟zwen说我现在没有非常害怕成绩公布的星期一
我想  我比较害怕离开HCIBS

Thursday, 7 January 2010

无论结果如何

突然得知即将在五天内接到几乎能决定我一生的成绩单
在那一刹那就有种“世界末日终究会到来”的感觉

就那一刹那而已

之后 我又似乎“顿悟”了
觉得没必要那么执著于什么成绩哪间初院
无论结果如何
我还是我 那两年还是要过
就像就算当初没有得到Asean 没去到新加坡
我依然会在循中活得好好的 今年当个高三生
如今也不会偶尔因为一些芝麻绿豆的小事而遗憾当初离开
在那偶尔之后 又觉得当初的选择也没什么不好

无论结果如何
管他是华中还是Innova
我都会好的 不是吗?

Tuesday, 5 January 2010

我最得空!

老实说
我还挺享受那种全世界都在上学上班
而我可以十点起床在家什么都不做的感觉
也许我未来的理想职业是当个家庭主妇
有钱的家庭主妇。。。yeah!

Sunday, 3 January 2010

I drove!

I attended the "Amali Kereta" class this morning! haha...I didn't know what the old Malay uncle was talking so I was hiding and reading "My sister's keeper". hahaha...the only phrase that i heard from him was "bertanya kunci ilmu"(asking questions is the key to knowledge). Anyway, no one asked him any questions during the class. Then in the afternoon, I drove the car!!! The uncle kept telling me not to hold the steering too tightly and relax but the steering was so heavy that I couldn't even turn it if I didn't hold it "tightly"! But overall, I think I was quite not bad. haha...at least I didn't crash!!!

Saturday, 2 January 2010

the start of something new 新的开始

I think I need some big changes so I have decided to say goodbye to my Msnspace and I am writing here now. My life has been quiet and stable over the past two years. It's the time to welcome some challenges and have an exciting 2010!!! I am going to have a new school, new classmates, new uniform and most probably a new hostel...hahaha...I have always been waiting for all these to come!
My wish for 2010 is simple: BE A BETTER PERSON! that's all..
Happy new year!


期待有一些改变 所以告别了Msnspace, 改用了blogspot
过了两年的平静生活 是时候接受些挑战 过个疯狂的2010年了
很快的 我会有新学校新同学新校服还有间新宿舍吧
这些新事物 我期待了两年
2010年 只希望自己能当个更好的人
新年快乐!