In one month time, I will be back to Singapore, this place where I had tried so hard to escape from since 4 years ago. For some unknown reasons, I am afraid of starting uni. It is definitely not because I am going to a foreign country, or I will be leaving my friends here and bla..I had been living there for four years, what is there to be afraid of?
It's disappointing having to accept the fact that I am going to NUS and not some other colleges in some far far away countries. There was a day when I lied on the sofa for one whole morning, and crying, and then I started applying for accommodation and student pass, looking for orientation camps to participate in, drafting a timetable in my head and trying to figure out when I am going to bring two huge luggages onto a train to Singapore. I am meeting some new people, learning new things, starting a new life and maybe becoming another me. Everything will be great.
I don't know what else to write and I still can't explain to you what I am afraid of. Everything will be great or at least, be fine. Here I come again, Singapore!
Showing posts with label 开学前. Show all posts
Showing posts with label 开学前. Show all posts
Friday, 22 June 2012
Thursday, 14 June 2012
Before Uni starts
想在上大学前完成的事：
1）去旅行，不管哪里，就是要拖着行李箱去的那种
2）去见见我很久没见的朱老师，还有她的皓皓
3）去逛没去过的pasar malam, 一整晚
4）见见即将要去UK 的ZW & YC
5）跟JP & XJ 去Universal Studio
我要上大学了！
虽然去的不是我最想去的地方
虽然我痛恨这样的结果
但是我相信我会让自己好好享受
就像四年前我也痛恨自己身在的环境
但四年后离开时
也有很多回忆
值得留恋
Thursday, 6 January 2011
回来啦！
我又回到现实啦！
首先
这就是我今年的房间
我的房间
左边这一半是我的 右边室友还没回来
我的衣橱
暂时还算整齐的床
考试前我打仗的地方
现在已经够像打仗的了
这就是我接下来一年的窝
室友还是来自陕西的张越
周芷欣，面对现实吧！加油！
Wednesday, 27 January 2010
Too far?
This morning, before I left my house to the railway station, Pa and I were sitting in the living room waiting for time to pass. We talked about school and money and the train.
Pa asked, "通常几点会回到宿舍?(usually what time will you reach your hostel?)"
"大概十二点酱（at about 12)"
"太远了啦（too far)"
"huh?"
"你读书太远了（you are studying too far away.)"
"我习惯了啦（I am used to it already.)"
"..."
"..."
I am not sure whether he was just worried that I might feel tired during the long train journey,
or he was trying to tell me not to go further.
Anyway, I think I care more about the posting results tomorrow.
Pa asked, "通常几点会回到宿舍?(usually what time will you reach your hostel?)"
"大概十二点酱（at about 12)"
"太远了啦（too far)"
"huh?"
"你读书太远了（you are studying too far away.)"
"我习惯了啦（I am used to it already.)"
"..."
"..."
I am not sure whether he was just worried that I might feel tired during the long train journey,
or he was trying to tell me not to go further.
Anyway, I think I care more about the posting results tomorrow.
Monday, 18 January 2010
11/01-16/01
10/01/2010
I reached Sinagpore at about 11am and I took a cab from Woodlands to the boarding school. It costed me SG$13.80. :( My new room is B6L02. Glad that I did not have to move all my stuff to another floor. I started opening my boxes and took out my shampoo and detergent and whatever I need. I thought I would not be able to sleep for the whole night but I was wrong. I did not really have much feeling about the results until the next morning.
11/01/2010
I planned to wake up at 10am and leave the boarding school at 11 but at about 9.30am one of my roommates started to receive calls and smses asking her to go to school immediately. We then started to wash ourselves and change while calls and smses continued coming in. It was the time when I realised phone calls could cause a heart attack. We took a bus to the Mrt station but we missed the stop so we decided to take a cab. The taxi driver kept telling us that he was hungry and randomly dropped us and pointed at a blue building telling us that that was our school. And it wasn't. Although we had spent about half an hour looking for the new location of the school, we were already in the general office at about 10.30am.
I thought I would have to stone in the school hall until 2pm to receive my results but soon I got to know that Mrs Cheong would tell scholars their results earlier for I don't know what reason. Then my another roommmate plus classmate and I went to look for Mrs Cheong but it was Mrs Gurung who came out with the list and told us our results. It was 11am. I accepted the B3 because I had to and I liked all the other A1s. I think I was happy.
12/01/2010
I slept and dreamed about JC and woke up and thought about JC.
13/01/2010
At about 9.30am, I logged in to the JAE website and filled in my choices of JCs. At night I played basketball at HC basketball court for the last time. Zhuang Wen and I were in one team. She passed the ball to me and I caught the ball but it was after I heard a 'crack' sound from my nose. I hope the ball didn't change the shape of my nose.
14/01/2010
Yeeching, Zhuang Wen and I went Vivocity. We watched Bodyguards and I shopped for nothing.
15/01/2010
Yeeching and I had McDs for lunch and went Newton Circus for dinner. Our table number was 62 and I saw it from the other way so I told the auntie that I was sitting at 29. Embarrassing. At night, I wrapped myself with my blanket and dreamed about nothing.
16/01/2010
Early in the morning, I moved all my stuff from the study room to my room because the director of the boarding school said there should be nothing in the study room after 2am everyday. Then I packed and sent laundry and watched some lame TV shows. I reached Tanjong Pagar railway station at 5.30pm and I ordered a glass of Iced Milo. I sat down and drank it and tried hard to recall whether I had ordered an Iced Susu or Iced Milo. At 6pm, i boarded the train.
17/01/2010
At 0100, I reached Triang.
I reached Sinagpore at about 11am and I took a cab from Woodlands to the boarding school. It costed me SG$13.80. :( My new room is B6L02. Glad that I did not have to move all my stuff to another floor. I started opening my boxes and took out my shampoo and detergent and whatever I need. I thought I would not be able to sleep for the whole night but I was wrong. I did not really have much feeling about the results until the next morning.
11/01/2010
I planned to wake up at 10am and leave the boarding school at 11 but at about 9.30am one of my roommates started to receive calls and smses asking her to go to school immediately. We then started to wash ourselves and change while calls and smses continued coming in. It was the time when I realised phone calls could cause a heart attack. We took a bus to the Mrt station but we missed the stop so we decided to take a cab. The taxi driver kept telling us that he was hungry and randomly dropped us and pointed at a blue building telling us that that was our school. And it wasn't. Although we had spent about half an hour looking for the new location of the school, we were already in the general office at about 10.30am.
I thought I would have to stone in the school hall until 2pm to receive my results but soon I got to know that Mrs Cheong would tell scholars their results earlier for I don't know what reason. Then my another roommmate plus classmate and I went to look for Mrs Cheong but it was Mrs Gurung who came out with the list and told us our results. It was 11am. I accepted the B3 because I had to and I liked all the other A1s. I think I was happy.
12/01/2010
I slept and dreamed about JC and woke up and thought about JC.
13/01/2010
At about 9.30am, I logged in to the JAE website and filled in my choices of JCs. At night I played basketball at HC basketball court for the last time. Zhuang Wen and I were in one team. She passed the ball to me and I caught the ball but it was after I heard a 'crack' sound from my nose. I hope the ball didn't change the shape of my nose.
14/01/2010
Yeeching, Zhuang Wen and I went Vivocity. We watched Bodyguards and I shopped for nothing.
15/01/2010
Yeeching and I had McDs for lunch and went Newton Circus for dinner. Our table number was 62 and I saw it from the other way so I told the auntie that I was sitting at 29. Embarrassing. At night, I wrapped myself with my blanket and dreamed about nothing.
16/01/2010
Early in the morning, I moved all my stuff from the study room to my room because the director of the boarding school said there should be nothing in the study room after 2am everyday. Then I packed and sent laundry and watched some lame TV shows. I reached Tanjong Pagar railway station at 5.30pm and I ordered a glass of Iced Milo. I sat down and drank it and tried hard to recall whether I had ordered an Iced Susu or Iced Milo. At 6pm, i boarded the train.
17/01/2010
At 0100, I reached Triang.
Sunday, 10 January 2010
HCIBS
昨夜
躺在床上想象着自己将在星期日早上拖着个行李袋走进HCIBS大门
就开始
心跳加速
全身僵硬
血液沸腾
血压飙升
浑身不自在
就差血管还没爆
也分不清这种感觉叫做兴奋还是紧张还是害怕
只是突然觉得
我会想念那个地方
那个我曾跌了个令我至今依然百思不得其解的倒的走廊
那个住着每早上学前会跟我说早安的鱼的池塘
那间每天不知赚了咱们这群穷学生的多少银两的杂货店blue tea
那条有时会有很多蝌蚪的穿梭在两排宿舍楼之间的小溪
还有那每次要回到寝室前都会听到的“滴”一声的开门声
昨晚我还跟zwen说我现在没有非常害怕成绩公布的星期一
我想 我比较害怕离开HCIBS
躺在床上想象着自己将在星期日早上拖着个行李袋走进HCIBS大门
就开始
心跳加速
全身僵硬
血液沸腾
血压飙升
浑身不自在
就差血管还没爆
也分不清这种感觉叫做兴奋还是紧张还是害怕
只是突然觉得
我会想念那个地方
那个我曾跌了个令我至今依然百思不得其解的倒的走廊
那个住着每早上学前会跟我说早安的鱼的池塘
那间每天不知赚了咱们这群穷学生的多少银两的杂货店blue tea
那条有时会有很多蝌蚪的穿梭在两排宿舍楼之间的小溪
还有那每次要回到寝室前都会听到的“滴”一声的开门声
昨晚我还跟zwen说我现在没有非常害怕成绩公布的星期一
我想 我比较害怕离开HCIBS
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