加油啊！

I am scared

and my heat beats really quickly, especially when I am trying to sleep

it takes really long for me to fall asleep every night

I am eating chocolate trying to make myself relax

it is quite stupid because dopamine is just going to make me more excited

and my heart continues to beat quickly

Finally I called home

Mum answered the phone and we chatted for a while

I think it is getting ok.

I know I am not the only one feeling scared

Jiayou, all my dear friends (Joping, Xiaojun, Zhuangwen, Qianying, Qiyuen, Bernadette, Yeeching and Zhang Yue)

8 more papers to go!