期望

原来失望能让人那么难受

"Do not blame people for disappointing you, blame yourself for expecting too much. "

也许确实是我期望得太多

因为期望即使我不在 大家还留有一点小小的心意
所以我失望
因为期望同学可以一起努力 而不是担心别人会比自己多学一些
所以我失望
因为期望大家合作可以不求功名
所以我失望
因为期望有人会在我需要有人倾听的时候 不顾一切说句OK
所以我失望
因为期望朋友互相祝福 而不是妒忌
所以我失望


以前的我啊
会觉得为了朋友啊感情啊这些事而难过
是很幼稚的事情

但是人不在乎与人之间的事
岂不是没心没肺了

不过偶尔没心没肺也许舒服一点


K it's really my fault for expecting too much huh..

Hmm..unexpected

Sometimes you do not know how to respond to the situation and so you say ok.
And then you regret that 'ok!' from your mouth.

An interesting start of a new semester. Everything turns out so different from what I expected. Time for me to learn to adapt quickly to unexpected changes.
And as promised, I will continue to (work towards to) be a kind person.

Continue to take me for granted and you'll know it when shit happens to you.

Thanks for everything.

Not aa good Chem Eng student

Then I start my life of stoning through lectures again.


Chew Zhi Xin will be a chemical engineer? Seriously?

Imagining myself wearing those construction helmet walking around oil field, just makes me lose all the motivation to study. :(

Academic Stuff

I still like what I am learning this semester so far.
Doing some talking for Communicating Engineering is fine for me. I'm just hoping that my groupmates are easy-going people.
I am worried for Biochemistry, as I only learnt Biology up to PMR level :( But it's Biochem, not Bio. So now we are only dealing with polar/non-polar kinda thing and I do like Biology. So yeah, B+ is good enough as long as I am happy.
Fluid mechanics and Themodynamics, hmm...I still don't know what is going on, but will find out soon (hopefully)!
Lastly, my beloved Organic Chem! Hope that I have not returned all the organic chem stuff to Ms Lim and Mr ?? (opps...forgot his name, but most of my organic chem knowledge was taught by him).

I am staying at Welfare and quitting or most probably putting much less focus on Chinese Debate. Pulling out from Dun Bian had showed the team my attitude I guess. I believe they are understanding people. :)

最初的梦想

“如果骄傲没被现实大海

冷冷拍下

又怎会懂得 要多努力

才走的到远方”

启程了

继续走我那条

不知道梦想在哪里的路

默默地

妈妈送我上火车
我默默地坐了六个小时  回去现实
默默地坐在火车站  看人来人往
默默地坐在的士上  看熟悉又陌生的风景
默默地站在宿舍外  等着不确定
默默地看他见我独自一人  却跟我说再见
默默地离开宿舍  去只有我的地方
默默地喝着Green Tea Latte  想我为何总是默默地


也自在


5/7/2013