有没有你

这两个礼拜 其实过得还不错
虽然还是有很多问题要解决
很多烦恼要去理清
但我并没有讨厌这两个礼拜的生活

每天起床上学放学CCA吃饭为测验准备睡觉
这样的生活规律
让我发现
其实没有你，我也一样活得好好的

虽然我走在路上时偶尔会想起你
睡前可能会想一想我们现在是怎么样
早上喝着milo的时候会想起原来我不知道你喜欢喝什么

但在上课的时候 不会想到你
跟朋友在一起的时候 也不会特别希望有你的存在
做功课的时候也很少会回忆起我们曾经一起讨论功课

所以即使没有你
我还是可以过得好好的

只是可能有你有更好一些

Easiest way to survive

The easiest way to survive on the earth
is to be someone who shows no emotions
has no preference
and has no comments on anything

so that you don't have to make a choice when your friends are not ok with each other
you won't be a burden of anyone
you won't offend anyone on the earth

Now I understand why a lot of my classmates like to live in their own world
It is a survival skill

They Are Genius!

The Start of My 2011

This is the first post I write in Singapore since school started on 10 Jan.

I think I am getting used to SH2 life and that's why I manage to find some time to write something here

or maybe it's just that the schedule is not so busy for these few days.

The past 1 month has really been a long month

I remember after the first week of school had ended, it was as if one month had passed

CCA, homework and presentation

My sleeping hours decreased from 8 to less than 6 everyday

There was a day when I slept at 3am and almost fainted during PE lesson

Just almost, I didn't faint.

Thank you Annabel, Zw, Qy for 'taking care' of me and Jp for her chocolates :)

The subsequent weeks were slightly better

Tutorials, lectures and CCA as usual

H3 Chemistry lesson had also started

The first few lessons were fun

We were just pushing the electrons here and there

But the Stereochemistry test on 28 Jan was the worst thing ever

We didn't have any notes to study for it

and didn't know what to expect

except for the list of tested topics

So during the 2.5 hr test,

I had attempted all the questions in the first 1 hour

Obviously it was because I didn't know how to answer most of the questions

Then we received the Stereochem notes during the next lesson after the test

Anyway, I think I still enjoy H3 Chem

though I am getting blur in the class which consists of a number of Chem Olympiad students and some of the top students of the school

Don't think I will ever regret taking it. All the best, Chew Zhi Xin! :)

CCA is the one which takes up most of my time

Not because of the practices

but the planning and organising parts

I am going for Cafe programme every week to 'take care' of the JH1 kids

and take turns with my fellow EXCOs to oversee the JH practices

The worst part was planning for Cafe Try-out and CCA Fair

everything was very last minute

I am really glad that they are over

Coming up are recruitment, orientation, SYF, concert and bla bla bla

Ok..everything will be good

The most important thing, my studies

Although I am spending the least time on it after school as compared to other stuff

I still have to see it as the most important part of my life, as a student

so that I won't forget about it

I am always late to hand in Chem homework, since the start of the year

Don't think I am catching up with the class in Math

And can only understand part of those 'Field' Physics topics

My Econs teacher doesn't seem to like me

whenever he ask questions down the row he will just skip me and ask the person next to me

Anyway, there's nothing much I can do

GP, still the same standard

trying to force myself to read newspaper or magazines everyday

but it has not been happening since the day I set this target for myself

Class - I don't know whether I should say the class has become more bonded

or everyone has become excited/aggressive (do not know what word to use)

everyone had a lot of opinions on the class CIP

and everyone (k...some people) was 'fighting' with each other to defend their stands

Perhaps it's a good thing

At least the class no longer cares only about studies

We also care about CIP!

The rough plan for CIP has finally been decided

hope for no objections anymore fights in the future

Welfare Com - There is nothing much I want to talk about it

Perhaps I shouldn't blame anyone for not letting us to organise anything

It's such a failure because I am a failure

So I have changed our name to Movie Night Com

since we can only play movies with Ms Chan (not the school)'s resources

And we all agree that there shouldn't be anymore Welfare Com in NJCBS

Hopefully this year will be a better year

and I will be a nicer person

Ok..that's all

Apparently my summary fails

水灾

每年年尾的时候 总会听说哪里哪里水灾了

几乎每次的反应都大概是 ‘噢，那里水灾噢...'

得知今年柔佛水灾的消息 我的反应必须是 ’HUH? 水灾啊？！OMG！不要再下雨了！'

然后时时刻刻都注意着窗外还有没下雨

甚至还投Chocolate coin 问天我能不能回家过年

几位同学看出我对回家的渴望

也和我一样注意着天气

昨天早上终于看见了太阳

很开心的跑来告诉我说：“芷欣，没下雨了，水应该会退吧，你应该可以回家了吧！”

哈哈。。谢谢啦！

如chocolate coin所言 我回到家了

虽然要很不好意思地去麻烦个跟我也不懂是什么关系的uncle一家

但比留在宿舍过个没气氛的年还好一点吧！

希望火车路赶快修好

让我礼拜天能顺利回新