No time for everything

I hate it when people tell me to have meetings or go for any events on Saturday mornings.
I have missed 1 BP-mentors outing, 2 mentoring sessions and 1 more session today. The mentors outing fell on the day of Infusion, then during the first two mentoring sessions I was in Penang for the Chinese Debate Competition. And today, my phone ran out of battery in the middle of the night and my alarm did not ring! So when I woke up it was already 9.45am. Really felt like killing myself this morning.

I do not know how to make a choice. Meeting the kids on Saturday mornings is the only time when I feel that the world is simple, but I always prioritise other things above BP-mentoring, because they give me more sense of achievements? I don't know.

Next week I am skipping another session again, for the Malaysian Sports Day in NTU. Even if I do not go for the MSD, there is Welfare meeting + photoshooting at 11am. Why can't those people inform about meeting date and time earlier? Did not expect myself to have missed so many BP-Mentoring sessions when I agreed to join a team in MSD, but now, it becomes the last thing I want to go for.

I give all my time to Chinese Debate but I am not even going for 亚太 in July due to some personal reasons. The diary sponsorships by the department I in-charge is more or less settled. Hopefully they submit their design on time but we don't seem to have enough sponsors yet. There are just too many people doing one thing and only a few know about the important information, which makes things really inefficient. Preparation for UFO 8 has started, but not too hectic yet, at least for my part. Then something happened, a friend was hurt, and I did not know about it until two weeks later though I was one of the main causes of it.
Totally forgot about studying. I came back from Penang on Sunday afternoon and spent an average of 1 day to study for each subject. One more paper on coming Monday. Critical Thinking and Writing just makes you hate life.


I am sorry for always complaining here. Going back to work now.