Just some random thoughts

In one month time, I will be back to Singapore, this place where I had tried so hard to escape from since 4 years ago. For some unknown reasons, I am afraid of starting uni. It is definitely not because I am going to a foreign country, or I will be leaving my friends here and bla..I had been living there for four years, what is there to be afraid of?
It's disappointing having to accept the fact that I am going to NUS and not some other colleges in some far far away countries. There was a day when I lied on the sofa for one whole morning, and crying, and then I started applying for accommodation and student pass, looking for orientation camps to participate in, drafting a timetable in my head and trying to figure out when I am going to bring two huge luggages onto a train to Singapore. I am meeting some new people, learning new things, starting a new life and maybe becoming another me. Everything will be great.

I don't know what else to write and I still can't explain to you what I am afraid of. Everything will be great or at least, be fine. Here I come again, Singapore!

Last day at work

最后一天上班 很奇怪的感觉
不是难过 也应该不算不舍
工作的这四个月就这样结束
这段回忆挺美的

不至于熟悉到那种难舍难分的地步
但也庆幸自己曾遇过这么一群
也许自己这辈子都再也见不着的人 

遗憾来不及跟所有同事道别
好奇下星期会不会有人惊讶地问
芷欣辞职了?!
哈哈
也好奇为何今天有些该来的没来



 我要回去继续当个学生了! :)

Before Uni starts

想在上大学前完成的事：

1）去旅行，不管哪里，就是要拖着行李箱去的那种

2）去见见我很久没见的朱老师，还有她的皓皓

3）去逛没去过的pasar malam, 一整晚

4）见见即将要去UK 的ZW & YC

5）跟JP & XJ 去Universal Studio

我要上大学了！

虽然去的不是我最想去的地方

虽然我痛恨这样的结果

但是我相信我会让自己好好享受

就像四年前我也痛恨自己身在的环境

但四年后离开时

也有很多回忆

值得留恋