Showing posts with label exams. Show all posts
Showing posts with label exams. Show all posts

Thursday, 24 November 2011

过了重重难关之后

先是要说
我考完试了
不算完全考完
就剩下周的两张选择题

一直期待着今天的4.30pm
当学校TF11时钟指着4点半的时候
也表示A level Pharm Chem 将从此离开我的生活
它像是一颗很重很重的石头压了在我身上一年
有时还会因为它担心得睡不着



我不会在这里写说考试考得怎么样
不想去回忆
不想去知道
直到成绩放榜的那一天



考完不久之后
一个H3同学打电话来问我
"Hey do you want to BURN YOUR NOTES?"
我就开始狂笑
还是第一次听人那么认真地问这个问题
可见这科目给大家造成了多大的压力



但我没有后悔
我是真的感兴趣
只是考试总是考不好
也很庆幸有一群有点神经质的朋友
考前十五分钟竟然在考场外像疯子那样
笑得乱七八糟
上课的时候也经常那样


虽然我经常说自己不喜欢新加坡
ok...我依然没有很喜欢新加坡
但我觉得今年的我很幸福
没有什么理由
就是种感觉
虽然还是有不如意的时候
但是整体上来说是很快乐的一年
主要应该是因为出现在身边的人
真的很感激他们的存在



再写就不知道要写到哪里去了
今天要好好休息

Wednesday, 23 November 2011

祝我好运




真的很害怕
从昨天考完Physics 到现在
心情完全没有平复过

要考H3
才发现自己真的很害怕失败

我真的特别特别希望能考好这一科

Friday, 11 November 2011

111111



Finished 5 papers
8 more to go! 

Jiayou! 

Wednesday, 19 October 2011

让我埋怨一下

刚刚问妆玟如果她突然跟她妈说不想上大学了
她妈妈会有什么反应
妆玟说她应该会蛮ok的
反正她以后要做的事情跟上不上大学没什么关系


其实我会问她那么奇怪的一个问题
是因为我这几天一直在想我到底要做什么
更是发现了我真的不喜欢读书
我没有那种‘求知欲’
我一直都在读是因为我必须读
因为没有办法想象不好好读的后果
我应该承受不起

三星期后就开始考试了
在宿舍没法专心读
到外面去大部分时间我都在张白纸上乱涂鸦
真的不知道自己到底在做什么
其实没有考到自己想要的成绩  就不能活了吗?
上了什么著名大学就算是成功了吗?


好了
说完了
你们知道的
不管我埋怨了多少
我就是不会有那个勇气不去读的


所以叻
我妈应该不可能听到我很认真地说我不想上大学了

呵呵
恢复正常吧  芷欣

Tuesday, 27 September 2011

相信你的感觉

Trust your feeling, especially when you are undecided.

I totally forgot about preparing an Econs essay which Mr Hussian said he would be going through in class today. It was during morning assembly when Xiaojun told me that we had to do that question so I ended up scribbling my ‘plan’ for the essay during Chemistry lesson and I was sitting right at the first row. I had never chosen to do work for other subjects during lessons since I entered JC but somehow the feeling was just so strong that I had to force myself to do Econs in front of my Chemistry teacher despite the disapproval in my friends’ eyes.

Then during Econs lesson, Mr Hussain put his whiteboard marker on my desk, meaning, I had to write my answer on the board. It is really rare that he would do that in class. Although my answer really lacked analysis, at least I had sensible things to write. Otherwise, it would have been a huge embarrassment for me.


So, trust your feeling, as long as it is not asking you to kill or to rob.



I am still trying to figure out what went wrong after getting back my Math papers today. I felt ok after doing Paper 1 and felt horrible after Paper 2. Yet, the scores for my both papers were exactly the same.

Hmm…so, the conclusion is, you may count on your feelings to make decisions but they are not that useful when it comes to predicting your own results.


Okay, time to go back to study. Hope I don’t get anymore demoralising results tomorrow.