一点领悟

是生活确实很累还是人太懒散？


每天每天跟很多不同的人说话，但也一直都是自己一个人。常常觉得被误会很委屈，可是也确实没必要跟谁解释自己。生活常常给我惊喜，偶尔一些惊吓，需要时间平复心情再去解决问题。与人共事从来都是一项学不完的技能，就算那个应该与你站在同一阵线的人都只管自己能如何表现，也不能责怪谁什么。

一连串的考试，同系的同学在说还没读完该读的，我却不知道“读完”是什么样的概念。听歌发呆一整个上午，还不知道自己人生要追求什么，但至少知道了自己不要什么。从来注重成绩只是因为考不好不知如何向人交代，但自己的人生从来只需向自己交代。


我的生活，我的步伐。

我是猪

已经很努力不让别人看见自己疲倦的样子
但有时还是会被发现


有多累？
就是去了个dinner之后
回到房间将近两小时之后
连妆都还没卸
衣服也没换


我想要有个人

帮我卸妆
刷牙
擦保湿霜
吹头发
按摩脚



其实每个人的身体里面
都住着一只猪

18:0

我想我会一辈子记得18比0这个结果
今天两场比赛
第一场9比0，我们输
第二场9比0，也是我们输


安慰的话听了很多
什么分数其实很接近


但18比0是个事实
教我如何面对

Life - sum of little surprises

Life is full of little surprises.

I often think of giving up, on what I am doing, because there are simply too many things to do. I do not see where I am going by doing all these.

But little surprises appear every now and then. They keep me going. =)


Give others some encouragement and motivation. It keeps them going!

Busy busy life

原来生活可以这么忙
e-learning week变成cca meeting week
只看了少过一个chapter的notes!

自己的选择不要后悔
成绩退步就退步

Huaiting! =)

A little celebration

Thank you mates!

Feel really blessed to have both of you by my side

through the long nights of researching and typing.

ES1531 was expected to be a nightmare,

but you guys made it a great memory!

美丽的早晨

喜欢早上起来
慢条斯理地吃着早餐
听youtube 任何几首歌
发几下呆
想些事情

不抱任何期望开始我的一天

开始习惯手机Wifi只开一下子
信息发达
每个人的手机都24小时不停地想不停地震


我还是喜欢
缓慢的步伐
安静的生活

云和树

你是云 我是树
我们可以编织出一幅美丽的画


但是我忘了你是云
千变万化
看得见 摸不着 到不了

你偶尔变成雨
给我滋润

但你又流向河流向海
回到蓝天 千变万化


只能期待下一次下雨

期望

原来失望能让人那么难受

"Do not blame people for disappointing you, blame yourself for expecting too much. "

也许确实是我期望得太多

因为期望即使我不在 大家还留有一点小小的心意
所以我失望
因为期望同学可以一起努力 而不是担心别人会比自己多学一些
所以我失望
因为期望大家合作可以不求功名
所以我失望
因为期望有人会在我需要有人倾听的时候 不顾一切说句OK
所以我失望
因为期望朋友互相祝福 而不是妒忌
所以我失望


以前的我啊
会觉得为了朋友啊感情啊这些事而难过
是很幼稚的事情

但是人不在乎与人之间的事
岂不是没心没肺了

不过偶尔没心没肺也许舒服一点


K it's really my fault for expecting too much huh..

Hmm..unexpected

Sometimes you do not know how to respond to the situation and so you say ok.
And then you regret that 'ok!' from your mouth.

An interesting start of a new semester. Everything turns out so different from what I expected. Time for me to learn to adapt quickly to unexpected changes.
And as promised, I will continue to (work towards to) be a kind person.

Continue to take me for granted and you'll know it when shit happens to you.

Thanks for everything.

Not aa good Chem Eng student

Then I start my life of stoning through lectures again.


Chew Zhi Xin will be a chemical engineer? Seriously?

Imagining myself wearing those construction helmet walking around oil field, just makes me lose all the motivation to study. :(

Academic Stuff

I still like what I am learning this semester so far.
Doing some talking for Communicating Engineering is fine for me. I'm just hoping that my groupmates are easy-going people.
I am worried for Biochemistry, as I only learnt Biology up to PMR level :( But it's Biochem, not Bio. So now we are only dealing with polar/non-polar kinda thing and I do like Biology. So yeah, B+ is good enough as long as I am happy.
Fluid mechanics and Themodynamics, hmm...I still don't know what is going on, but will find out soon (hopefully)!
Lastly, my beloved Organic Chem! Hope that I have not returned all the organic chem stuff to Ms Lim and Mr ?? (opps...forgot his name, but most of my organic chem knowledge was taught by him).

I am staying at Welfare and quitting or most probably putting much less focus on Chinese Debate. Pulling out from Dun Bian had showed the team my attitude I guess. I believe they are understanding people. :)

最初的梦想

“如果骄傲没被现实大海

冷冷拍下

又怎会懂得 要多努力

才走的到远方”

启程了

继续走我那条

不知道梦想在哪里的路

默默地

妈妈送我上火车
我默默地坐了六个小时  回去现实
默默地坐在火车站  看人来人往
默默地坐在的士上  看熟悉又陌生的风景
默默地站在宿舍外  等着不确定
默默地看他见我独自一人  却跟我说再见
默默地离开宿舍  去只有我的地方
默默地喝着Green Tea Latte  想我为何总是默默地


也自在


5/7/2013