PW

Yup! It's over and it marks the end of my JC1 life as well.
I would say that NJ107 had done well, muxh better than what all of us expected though i can never assure you all of us will score an A. It is still highly possible that the whole group may get B, but whatever the result is, we have had a good ending. I think so.
Before the actual day, we ran through the whole presentation for only less than 5 times. We met up after the last day of school for less than 5 times as well. So i expected a presentation with hundreds mistakes and a Q & A session which all of us would be stunned by the questions being asked. I was prepared for the worst but thank god, it didn't happen.
The PW journey was not very happy for me, not all the time. I couldn't stand the attitude of most of my group members. Sometimes I felt like giving up on PW, I guess I did. But I am glad that all these ended with the whole group going out for a movie, with Xiaojun and Joping.
Thank you zhuang wen, xiaojun and joping for being with me when i was emotional
Thank you Mr Chow, I hope we didn't disappoint you
Thank you everyone who had wished us well, helped us to make our ERP gantry stand on the board, made our website and of course the audience who responded actively to our questions.

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我不是该放假了吗？

已数不清自己曾在多少个夜晚惊醒
就为了那大大小小还未完成的事
我想做的事
我不想做但必须做的事
我答应自己要勇敢去做的事
还担心着在这人心复杂的世界无法预料的变化

这几天
我唯一的精神慰籍
就是一杯杯的milo
我小学六年的早餐

MILO万岁！:)

:(

I woke up at 10.30 and I turned on my laptop
I opened my mailbox and saw more than 10 I & Rs from my classmates
I scrolled down the list and opened none of them

It's an I & R day
but in my mind there's nothing about PW
I am expecting something
but it never comes
and I don't know what it is

Until now, my I & R is still in point form
my powerpoint slides are still ugly
I feel like talking to someone but I don't know who to talk to

oh sh*t! What's wrong with me today?

这不寻常的一天

这不是寻常的一天

不用在这里记录什么

我会一直都能够把今天

从天亮到天黑发生的事情

记得一清二楚

2010年5月29日

我一直在等着的这天

让我在12小时内

尝尽了焦虑欣喜自由失望失败的滋味

明天还有很长的路要走呢

我也谢你啦

是第一次这样聊天
那种感觉很舒服
像是跟遇见了多年不见的老朋友
很随意地聊些没什么特别意义的话题
但很自在
谢谢你
摄影技术比我还烂的老伯

An interesting morning for NJ107

The story should start from yesterday.

Today is the submission date for our project work written report. Yesterday, everyone was rushing for it. We chose not to meet up in school so we were doing our own parts. Eventually, our whole report had 5000++ words and the word limit is 3000. At the same time, 3 of the group members were adding pictures and inserting footnotes to the report, individually. Then, the group leader received 3 written reports with pictures and footnotes.

As there was no enough time to combine everything, the leader chose the one which was sent to him first. So, the main thing now is to cut words. The good thing is, when we handed in the report, we did not exceed the word limit. (Is this a good thing?) So the whole night was spent reading through the written report over and over again and transforming words to diagrams, charts etc.

However, there were still many more things to do. Identify the sources of our pictures, appendix, bibliography, change to the standard font size, spacing…..Then I remembered some random people told me that it’s not necessary to have bibliography, so I just did the appendix as my leader said he would do the rest. And I was so happy when he said he would do the rest.

And it was during dinner time of yesterday that I knew that we had to have 2 soft copies and 2 hard copies. Luckily someone in the group has CDs and we were saved.

The climax came in the morning. WR has to be submitted by 9am. At 8.30am, our group leader, the only person holding on to the latest version of our WR, did not turn up in school and did not answer any of our calls. We chose to believe that he was printing the report as he told me he would print it at Ngee Ann Poly in the morning. Until around 8.40, I just felt that something was not right and my stupid phone was running out of battery. Then we started to look for his house phone number which apparently no one had except for Mr Chow. And I don’t know what was wrong with his house phone so we asked for his parents number. After busy calling here and there, finally, his mum answered her phone. And after a very long explanation on the situation to his mum, she woke him up.

Thank God there was something called E-mail in the world. So we printed the report and got everything done in school. It was around 9.30 I guess. Our teacher generously extended the due time to 10am. When we were happily submitting the WR to the teacher and preparing to go for breakfast, teacher told us that bibliography was important and we didn’t indicate the sources of our pictures and stuff. So, we had to go search for sources and put them together nicely. And it cost us one and a half hour. We submitted our written report at 11am with amendments here and there and we kept the teacher waiting for at least 20 minutes.

It may sound boring here. But for a group which was submitting work which will contribute to their A level results, it was scary enough. So now we all have Daniel Ng’s house and parents phone number, and we will not forget to do bibliography, no more letting only one person to hold on to everything and of course, no more last minute work.

谢谢，我初中同学们

看着今年的高三为统考拼搏

让我明白 “时光飞逝”是怎么一回事

三年前  我们正喊着统考PMR让我们压力很大的那年

高中统考对那时的我们来说是多么的遥远

而我现在的生活

更不是当时的我所能想象

每当想起 一年后 大家都会离开 去到属于自己的地方

心中都会有种不安

似乎以后放假的时候 

就少了一群人陪我喝茶聊天

其实我也分不清

究竟我是想念这群初中朋友

还是只是期待些什么

10月18号

早晨起床 看看手机

才发现那天算是我们这一届来到新加坡的三周年纪念日

就这样

三年就过了

我可以清楚地感觉到在这三年来

环境对我造成的巨大的改变

而我相信

今天坐在高中统考考场内的

也不再是我记忆中的初中同学

经历了多一点的成败

多了一点的值得记忆的事

多了一点责任感

也多了一点对未来的期许

虽然经常还会遗憾

最后一次毕旅竟是在小学六年级

但偶尔我也觉得自己比别人幸福

我有两个很特别的初中班级

H班 总让我觉得温馨温暖

我们是班歌比赛冠军

还有我们的《当你孤单你会想起谁》

只后悔离开前 没有好好跟大家道别

C班 给了我难忘的两年

申请转班的时候

我最害怕就是被派到C班

开学第一天

我甚至不敢踏入课室

而是哭着跑到J2H

接下来的两年

我犯过大大的错

但成长了更多

谢谢你们了

让我在寂寞无聊睡不着的时候

还可以回忆一下那曾经莽撞的时候

各位，继续加油！

别羡慕我选的路允许我听老师的话多一年

17/10/10

Had a fun afternoon with Zhuang Wen and Yeeching.
I can't remember when was the last time i went out shopping. Spent quite a lot yesterday.
But it's quite ok to do this once in a while i guess.:)

new updates

First, promos is over! ok..it has been over for more than one week, i was just too lazy to write anything here.
all the papers were badly done, especially chemistry, my 'favourite' subject. And i even got the question which only asked me to calculate the number of hydrogen atoms wrong.
Before the exams i thought it would be possible to score some As for promos. Now, I am just hoping for some Bs and Cs so that I can be eligible for H3.

CCA has just started. And the practices this week make me wonder whether the decision I made in May was correct. I believe in the phrase '天下无难事，只怕有心人“ so strongly that i went to run for exco and i thought i would be able to cope and do well even knowing that I would be the only non-experienced player among all exco members. During the practices, while the rest are teaching and leading, what i could do was just to sit down there and follow. I am just not qualified to be the one standing at the front conducting and pointing out mistakes. I am not complaining. I just feel useless and sometimes, embarrassed.

10SH23. I didn't expect myself to love this class so much. I won't say that it's the most bonded or fun or the smartest class. Just that there are too many interesting people doing many interesting things. Everyone has their very own way of thinking and behaving. I feel comfortable being surrounded by these weirdos.

PW is like Argh! My group is quite ok actually. At least my group leader does not ask me to do unnecessary stuff and he listens to others' suggestion. But i realy dont know how i should react when most of them are always 'never mind' to all the problems with the project. 1 more week to finish my written report and 2 weeks to prepare for oral presentation. is that enought?






不小心喜欢上了一个人
上线就只为了试试可不可能遇见他

曾想过为了喜欢的放下尊严丢掉面子
但失败的我 永远不会有这个勇气

战场不如考场

战场的血腥 其实还不如考场



面对那一个个问号瞄准自己发出的利剑
我们只能防守

到底防不防得了
自己是生是伤还是死

却还要两星期后才知道

不说再见

过去的事情 就应该让它过去
过去的记忆 就不要再去触碰

在真相面前 我庆幸今早我依然微笑起床

我认真地跟你道别
所以以后我们不会再握手
因为我已经道别了

Not a good actor

You acted as if you were guilty and tried to do something good.
Then you invited me without telling me where to go.

Next time must remember to prepare a proper script before you go onto the stage ok?

阳光总在风雨后，
我相信有彩虹

Term 3 week 6

Every time when I feel like writing something
I will come here
then i will stone in front of this blank frame
that is why i am writing this nonsense now...

Finally the fund for welfare committee has been approved
but it also means that our job is getting tougher
it can be seen when all the 3 events we proposed were rejected
ok..i should not complain
if i can survive in this committee until next year
i think i will be able to work at any companies in the future

the happiest thing is that COGZ exco election speech day is over
we still have to wait wait and wait until i also don't know when to know the results
but there is no more workshops and no more SYF proposals for me to write...Yay!

still, there is another event
Mid-autumn festival celebration
it is usually organised by CLDDS
but there is a tradition in CLDDS which non-exco will take charge of this kind of event
so now i really do not know whether i should regret not running for cldds exco

for the whole week
i had just been doing all these
and i am now struggling to understand integration...

I want to go home.