其实大家的要求都不多
只是期望听到身边朋友的一句“加油！” 或 “你很棒！”
一张卡，一枝花
SF 说他很开心
就是这么简单而已
Wednesday, 27 March 2013
Monday, 25 March 2013
Xj, Jp and Zw
Back during JC times, whenever something happened, whether good or bad, I only had to keep it for one day. I knew everything would be ok when I met Xj, Jp or Zw on the next day and I could share with them. The problems might not be solved but I would feel better simply because they were there.
I miss those times.
Thursday, 21 March 2013
突然有个愿望
很希望有一个这样的朋友
没好好复习成绩考不好可以跑去跟他诉苦 他不会心里觉得我活该的朋友
成绩考得好可以在他面前疯狂地又跳又笑 他不会觉得我是在炫耀的朋友
可以跟我一起埋怨说不想读书 但理解我还是会去读的朋友
知道我经常不去上课 但不会因此而断定我不认真的朋友
一个不会去比较 我跟他谁比较优秀的朋友
在我生气难过沮丧的时候陪我做疯狂的事 而不是用高深的道理来告诉我应该冷静的朋友
现在在周围的人都很好 真的
只是突然觉得少了那么一个
可以在他面前什么都不需要顾虑的朋友
Saturday, 9 March 2013
No time for everything
I hate it when people tell me to have meetings or go for any events on Saturday mornings.
I have missed 1 BP-mentors outing, 2 mentoring sessions and 1 more session today. The mentors outing fell on the day of Infusion, then during the first two mentoring sessions I was in Penang for the Chinese Debate Competition. And today, my phone ran out of battery in the middle of the night and my alarm did not ring! So when I woke up it was already 9.45am. Really felt like killing myself this morning.
I do not know how to make a choice. Meeting the kids on Saturday mornings is the only time when I feel that the world is simple, but I always prioritise other things above BP-mentoring, because they give me more sense of achievements? I don't know.
Next week I am skipping another session again, for the Malaysian Sports Day in NTU. Even if I do not go for the MSD, there is Welfare meeting + photoshooting at 11am. Why can't those people inform about meeting date and time earlier? Did not expect myself to have missed so many BP-Mentoring sessions when I agreed to join a team in MSD, but now, it becomes the last thing I want to go for.
I give all my time to Chinese Debate but I am not even going for 亚太 in July due to some personal reasons. The diary sponsorships by the department I in-charge is more or less settled. Hopefully they submit their design on time but we don't seem to have enough sponsors yet. There are just too many people doing one thing and only a few know about the important information, which makes things really inefficient. Preparation for UFO 8 has started, but not too hectic yet, at least for my part. Then something happened, a friend was hurt, and I did not know about it until two weeks later though I was one of the main causes of it.
Totally forgot about studying. I came back from Penang on Sunday afternoon and spent an average of 1 day to study for each subject. One more paper on coming Monday. Critical Thinking and Writing just makes you hate life.
I am sorry for always complaining here. Going back to work now.
I have missed 1 BP-mentors outing, 2 mentoring sessions and 1 more session today. The mentors outing fell on the day of Infusion, then during the first two mentoring sessions I was in Penang for the Chinese Debate Competition. And today, my phone ran out of battery in the middle of the night and my alarm did not ring! So when I woke up it was already 9.45am. Really felt like killing myself this morning.
I do not know how to make a choice. Meeting the kids on Saturday mornings is the only time when I feel that the world is simple, but I always prioritise other things above BP-mentoring, because they give me more sense of achievements? I don't know.
Next week I am skipping another session again, for the Malaysian Sports Day in NTU. Even if I do not go for the MSD, there is Welfare meeting + photoshooting at 11am. Why can't those people inform about meeting date and time earlier? Did not expect myself to have missed so many BP-Mentoring sessions when I agreed to join a team in MSD, but now, it becomes the last thing I want to go for.
I give all my time to Chinese Debate but I am not even going for 亚太 in July due to some personal reasons. The diary sponsorships by the department I in-charge is more or less settled. Hopefully they submit their design on time but we don't seem to have enough sponsors yet. There are just too many people doing one thing and only a few know about the important information, which makes things really inefficient. Preparation for UFO 8 has started, but not too hectic yet, at least for my part. Then something happened, a friend was hurt, and I did not know about it until two weeks later though I was one of the main causes of it.
Totally forgot about studying. I came back from Penang on Sunday afternoon and spent an average of 1 day to study for each subject. One more paper on coming Monday. Critical Thinking and Writing just makes you hate life.
I am sorry for always complaining here. Going back to work now.
Friday, 8 March 2013
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